How will it end?

Do you ever wonder how it's all going to end? What your last word will be, what you'll be doing, who's going to be by your side? I'm not scared of dying. At least not now just as long as it's painless. There seems to be fair number of people in my family that have or had dementia. That scares me, loosing my mind. Not knowing my family, where I am, what year it is.... That scares the crap out of me.

I think I'm going to dye in a car accident. I've felt like this for about the past 8+ years or so. Maybe ever since we moved here to Seattle. On random car/bus trips I think to myself, "oohhh I'm gonna go in a crash" I don't know why I think this, I just do. (dont freak out mom). So if you know me and you are reading this and I die in a crash you can tell everyone at my funeral that I has ESP. :)